For a small number of reasons I have recently quit using Facebook. This act has caused a great change in some of my habits. I no longer sit mindlessly clicking through page after page of social chatter. My compulsion to be constantly connected to the internet is nearly non existent.
It is interesting how something so small can gradually make such a drastic change.
One year ago you gave me this vision.
A vision of bringing healing to the masses.
One year ago I lost my vision.
My vision that would redeem my Church.
One year ago I fell to that very sin.
A sin that swept my vision away.
You see it isn't my vision.
It isn't my church.
It isn't my plan.
It is your vision for my life.
My life isn't my own, it is yours.
One year later you restored this vision.
A vision that would bring healing to the masses.
One year later you began to work.
A work that I was completely unaware of.
You are El Shaddai.
The Lord God almighty.
You are Jehovah Raah.
The Lord that is my shepherd.
You are Jehovah Shamar.
The Lord that is here.
I often write out my prayers. Today I ran across this.
"The old sin will fade away
I will remember to run
I will live day and night with an eternal perspective
Please renew me
Connect my heart and mind, and lift the fog
Know you"
"We are never to judge a philosophy by it's misuse."
-Augustine
You take care of me.
I run from you.
You ask for nothing but my belief.
I doubt your existence.
You draw me to you and show me your love.
I break my promise to you, and deny you.
I cannot find you.
Where are you.
You are there.
You never left.
You have been there all along.
Your hand has been stretched out to me.
Your love for me will not ever change.
You are my rock.
You are my salvation.